October 2007-June 2009

waiting for a miracle. fermenting the dream. going to find out what happens when you mix nyquil with sudafed. still drunk from last night. wants another flesh colored Christ that glows in the dark. working out the demons. running from demons. about to cause a scene. waiting for a miracle. ready to drink blood. concerned about the Polar Bears. thinking about moving far far way....again. convinced that being here is some kind of spiritual surrender. waiting for a miracle. smells like hops. walking in line. wants to know everything there is to know about growing cereal grains. can see through time...it doesn't look good. "have you ever realized that no one is better than anyone else in the world, and in the act of realizing it, you feel better than everyone else?" trying to make you late. The terms are interchangeable. stalled trying to shift out of first. eating eggs. starting to feel better. waiting for a miracle. judged by Reckoner. worried. the mob. the walrus. late. angered the volcano and is now feeling the pain. not losing Hope. very pleased. in dire need of Puzzle Fighter. demands a salmon offering!!! somewhere between SDR and RGA. apathetic. 4 foot long salmon. calling on everyone to step up and help your fellow man, don't just look the other way. on the brink. grinding for the children. sandy. connected. waiting for a miracle. by the power of science. saturated with beef. the irresponsible president. industrious. still thinking about stencils. drinking vodka. going in through the mouth. wishes he was mechanized. think about the power stone. discontinued. still recovering. no longer imagining what could have been, but instead realizing what is. about to start throwing boots. securing the area. praying for rain. fed up with the snow. enchanted by the creepy eyes. cannot be free of all of the evils in this town. looking for rainy day women. paying the pizza guy in dimes and nickels. didn't sign up for any of this. speaks with his fists. spending the night with Lucile. preparing for change. knows, somehow, that only when it is dark enough can you see the stars. frostbitten by the fog. post modern. waitin on the 7. going to start buying cottage cheese in larger containers. Not sure why but I've been told to do so, so I will. contains less than 1% juice. never stops. "it's like God took our picture, before he kills us". lost myself. doesn't care if it hurts. mismatched socks. fork + brain = easier? thinking about Antarctica. needs to get an all white suit. judged. unbelievable cynical. God bless the 7. on a road shaped like a figure 8. The Sylvan Screen...if you don't know you should. offended. is. racing pigeons, that is all. where's my honey? uses pig by-products in his designs. solo, but not alone. just fucked himself up bad. seeking medical attention. there should be more pillows at work. might be sleeping with a mouse. suffering from urban overload. all alone and talking to myself. digging it so deep I'm hitting bedrock. west side. pining for days past. cover your eyes. needs to come up with $1K for a suit...I could be the phantom. has dreams that frighten me awake. back where i belong. et cetera, et cetera. celibate. boo guns, yeah dogs! "brains on the wall". do you think that the increased use of the symbol ♥ is a direct result of america's fear of the word love? doesn't talk to terrorists. Heat advisory in effect - vigilante. store was closed, no spikes today - vigilante pending. long like livestock. had a great night and didn't even see the show. had a great night and didn't even see the show. can't decide: seven pennies or two pennies and a nickel. psychologically healthy. will not accept failure as the only option. To=the. can still smell the camp fires. did not speak its name. wearing a lot of brown today. apocalypse dream. I guess that I just don't know. sometimes I guess it's too much to hope for the little things. dripping in apathy. some good times rust others shimmer forever.    uncertain how to move forward. 

I guess it's clear when I stopped waiting for that miracle.